tomarrows the start of the new semester which means half of the year is done and i get a new schedule and a lottery of the same people seen at different times.
Maybe if i didnt detest my school so much i would look forward to this event.
i hate school...
i really,really do.
just a bunch of kids i cant and do not want to socialize with.
their all so loud....ignorant....annoying.
seven and a half hours of wishing i could leave.
Somedays i just wanna get up and leave.
Cut school, leave home, enjoy the winter breeze.
but i can't because im alone and i don't have a friend that matches that description
And whats the point.
Somedays i wonder what life i would have if i had choosen the right school for myself.
maybe i'd have awesome friends and a boy to call my own.
But the part that holds me back is not knowing.
who's to say that i won't feel worse at a bigger school with different people.
Who's to say my grades won't drop.
Who's to say i'd be better off staying.
Who's to say?
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