just when ive had enough, and ive deemed this country a pile of nothings.
just when i believe i have no purpose,no life, no aspirations, you flow into me like nothing i know.
really music you never fail me. theres such a world you offer. a world i know barely anything about but im one with you and we are intertwined. youre so diverse, so large, so unending. there will always be a new band....always be a new talent, another show. and with all this i can proudly say you have my heart.
and i dont care what my mother says...or what my friends dont know. someday i will be surrounded by music. everyday.
i was feeling miserable 10 minutes ago. and i happened across a band called "the dialogue" and now im here in my room on a sunday night and i feel like i can fly. that im already in the crowd.i really feel that im more than myself.
this is what i want to do world. this is who i want to be. theres nothing more clear and inevitable. im throwing myself into this. a tester of sorts. and if i come out a winner. there will be no protests. just to be so low and then find something that makes you want to live. really live. its amazing and i never want to give it up. not for a second.
"its not a dream anymore, its worth fighting for"
i was at the old barnes and noble i usually hang out/work at last night and i saw a book about why people love music and i was like "BRIANA!!!"
ReplyDeletei hope the music overwhelms you.