to be honest, ive been writing. writing things about myself. things i want to say on here but one way or another i end up with frustrated hands and an empty white page. I can barely even speak whats on my mind. I feel exhausted even though ive done nothing. Somedays ill just sit on a train and wonder exactly what im doing. The only thing thats easy to speak about anymore is music so i hope you follow my other blog unscripted and unleashed. things will pick up but right now i either have a serious case of writers block or me repressing how i feel has reached an all time high.

im going with the second one.