if you see someone smile.
shouldnt you want to smile back?

i look at all these pictures of people living on paths miles away from mine.
they smile.

i wish smiling came easy to me.
but it feels to fake.

when people smile. it reminds me that thats just a dream ill never be apart of.


on another note i have a geometry test. on my last test i got a 16 out of 50 because i guessed it all. i think ill come in super late. pretend im leaving . get my ipod and just crash into that corner in the basement. And go to school at around 10. i just dont want to do it. i have no motivation.
i just want to drift. i want to leave