in reality...i have about 2 years to find out exactly what i wish to do for the rest of my life.
thats like a fucking nightmare for me.
Im not even too sure what direction i want to run in.
I want the spotlight. I want to be wanted. I want to have my face on a hottopic wall and i want to have a million screaming teenagers say my name at once.

I want more than i am.

I dont want to go to med school for an extra 4 years.
I dont want to work in an office.

thats all i have so far.