Sunday, November 28, 2010

this is it. this is all i'll ever get


nothing is certain. The only thing that is certain in this world is what you feel at a given moment. According to Anthony Green, there are no limitations. I don't believe in constant happiness or endless optimism nor do I believe in constant hurt and depression. I believe in a balance.

Last night, I went to see Circa Survive. I stood in line with my friend from 3-6:30 in order to get a good spot on the balcony and boy was it worth it. I just got lost in the sound I swear I did. My hair felt good swaying 30 feet in the air. I felt free. I sang my voice out. I knew almost every word and my favorite man on this earth Anthony fucking Green smiled at me. I swear he did because it lasted about 10 minutes and it was a brilliant smile. A real one. The guy was so stoked and just feeding of the energy of the crowd. I was proud to claim this city. Proud to be adding my voice to the fucking masses. I've never seen so many people completely lost in music. I loved it. I adored every moment.

That day was my day of euphoria. That's all you can really ask of the universe anyway.

1 comment:

  1. went to the same show but in seattle at my favorite venue-
    circa survive was great. i was actually at the show for dredge, and hung out with their merch guy the whole night. it was amazing.
    glad we are still going to the same shows :)

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