today i guess you could say i had an epiphany....

my day began with the Resurrection of a blue bike that my father owned. i thought it would be fun to just ride around sometimes. Ive named her Penelope, she's blue and older then i am. ill post her picture tomorrow or whenever i feel like it. Then we went to this huge park in queens (corona, i think). god there was alot of people. alot of cool people, skateboarders, emos, HOT GUYS! i loved it.

My epiphany...
I'm trying to find myself and it's really hard. i have a million thoughts and regrets i haven't made yet. its almost like I'm having a teenage mid-life crisis or something. I'm worried about college or turning forty or not being in the right high school or not putting myself out there.....things i probably shouldn't worry about. it drives me sick


anyway...i rented nick and Norah's blah blah play list today so I'm gonna watch that and chill out for the night and then tomorrow i have a project, homework, personal photo shoot(via mom), and maybe ill fit in some personal time with Penelope.