why does feeling alive and free sound so simple and yet its so unbelievably difficult. I just want to spread my arms in the air and feel completely at peace. God, its been so fucking boring lately....I swear the days are getting longer. Maybe in a different situation and time I'd be a complete tart right now. Maybe I'd be laid up in a bed with some random Spanish guy around the corner just searching for some remnants of love. Maybe i would have a bunch of friends who comment all my pictures and randomly show up at my doorstep. Maybe i wouldn't have an anxiety attack when my phone rings and i have no clue who it is. Maybe Maybe.
be brilliant, wont you?
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