sometimes when you come alive it's unexpected.
here you are laughing in a Mexican restaurant. spitting water all over yourself when your mom decides to make fun of your horrible laugh. eating like a crazy person. Laughing. For some reason your laughing uncontrollably and your a real fucking mess. But you look in the mirror and instead of seeing the girl who always reminds you that your happiness is on a short string. You see someone with color. You see someone you haven't in such a long time. Maybe it's yourself.

Maybe it's me.